hiahz. i dunno ad to think.sometimes i think oh maybe i have a chance but other times its like no way is it ever going to happen. well anyway i hope that God will grant me patience to bear through this. speaking of tt... i had to wait like 2 hours today at the driving centre to get my provisional driving license and i almost died ok. im like a super impatient person so after the first half an hour i was squirming arnd already... i think the person behind me thot i was mad cos i was like rocking and leaning back and stuff haha. oops. well anyway, towards the 1.5 hrs mark, i found some bible verses while i was trying to entertain myself by rummaging in my wallet... and well, dunno lah but i really think God did it for me! cos i was like praying tt He will grant me patience to not run arnd and scream or kill the people who were taking so long at the counter, and He did! so i started memorising the verses and i felt all the impatience and anger melt away :) indeed God does not put us in situations we cannot handle without a way out :) and well i just realised that its such a blessing that God is always there with me. not just because i was bored or something but because i really do have a relationship with Him... can just talk to Him whenever i want! like having an imaginary friend just that He's real! so nice :) oh... and my no. was 607 but they were like handling 2 different types of pple at the same time so when i saw 606 come up i was like all prepared to go and i kept my verses and stuff... den it started flashing the other grp's no!!!! i was like qt annoyed then i thot that maybe God wanted me to finish memorising first! so i went back to it and guess what my no. came up when i was done! hahaha. God has a sense of humour.

anyway we surprised jo yst and she was really happy!!! so nice haha. tho i think that someone found something out which is kinda worrying me haha. i hope not! hmm anyway, it was a yummy and fun time haha. we ate and ate (thanks uncle sam!) den went jo's hse for cake! which ended up on everyones faces haha. aunty shirley went mad and put cream all over me and joys faces lah!!!! super evil! ok but anyway, was fun heh. tho i think mummy and daddy werent very happy with me for coming back so late and not telling them :s oops.

and driving today was fun again :) heh. i want to drive more! yay meeting marcus and maybe dave later for dinner heh. hope we eat something cheap :s

oh and outing with the kids was good :) the movie was nice! qt worried abt some stuffs tho. will talk to lijia soon. and i wasnt very bullied! haha. abit only :p nvm lah. i dun mind them bullying me haha. oh and chuili going to talk to her today. i hope it goes well... i really dun wanna hurt her esp now... craps lah.

is it my fault you make me feel this way?!?!?!?! argh...